I thought 2008 was going to be better. But I was so wrong. This year fucking sucks so far and it's only the 17th of Janaury. This month is going by way too slow and I'm getting pissed off at everyone and everything because of it.

Here's a quick recap of January:

First, I find out my friend gets into a multi-car accident. Him and his girlfriend were both found unconscience and surprisingly they were still alive. They were in the hospital for a while, and they still are. The good news is that they should be released soon. The bad news is that this was only the start of my horrible month.

Secondly, I find out my mom has skin cancer. That's just great because if she dies I have to go live with my fucking father and I don't like my dad to be blunt.

Thirdly, just school in general has sucked. I'm so happy tomorrow's my last day.

Lastly, everyone's been being a jackass to me. I mean what the fuck did I do? I'm either getting bitched at, ignored, or getting shit spoken about me behind my back. I mean, what the hell is everyone's deal? I heard from one of my friends today that there's been rumors going around the school about me. Saying that I'm Bi or a Lesbien when I'm fucking not. I'm getting so god fucking damn sick of all this superficial horseshit. Let me sum it up for all you mindless drones.

JUST BECAUSE I FUCKING DRESS, ACT, AND HAVE MY HAIR DIFFERENTLY THAN MOST GIRLS DOESN'T MEAN SHIT YOU FUCKING DUMBASS PRICKS WITH STICKS UP YOUR ASSES! GO FUCKING DIE IN HELL ALL YOU GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! NONE OF YOU DESERVE A FUCKING LIFE! I HOPE YOU ALL GET SHOT AND DIE A SLOW AND PAINFUL DEATH! GO FUCK YOURSELVES BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO FUCK YOUR SKANKY AND WHORISH UGLY ASSES! NONE OF YOU HAVE LIVES IF ALL YOU CAN DO IS SPREAD FUCKING RUMORS! I'LL FUCKING KILL ALL OF YOU! UNLIKE YOU I ACTUALLY HAVE THE MUSCLE, THE GUTS, AND THE WILL AND BRAIN POWER TO KICK THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ALL OF YOU! YOU'RE MESSING WITH THE WRONG PERSON YOU FUCKTARDS! KNOW YOUR FUCKING FACTS BEFORE STARTING SHIT! AND DON'T FUCKING START SHIT IF YOU'RE TOO FUCKING SCARED TO FUCKING END IT! IF YOU CAN'T END IT THEN DON'T FUCKING START IT!


Ok, I don't have anything against gays, bis, or lesbiens because I have friends who fit into those catagories, but don't go around saying shit like that about me when you don't even know who the fucking hell I am and I don't even do shit to you. If you want to say shit about me, at least have the fucking guts to say it to my goddamn face and stop being little fucking bitch cowards.

Dani, this has nothing to do with Judah. So don't worry.